iacc......ick

maiden voyage....our trip to give a whopping three minutes of public comment at this past iacc meeting. as usual, we mistakenly thought we should be nervous, until we got there. then we quickly realized, pretty much nothing to be nervous about except maybe the possibility of jumping across the table and throat punching someone until her airway collapsed. alas, we are not murderers like some people in the room. pathetic was the response to the public comments, some of them pleading for help. I think the fabulous Kelly Peters sums it up with this fb post:

Let's objectively look at objectives. Let's plan a meeting to plan the plan about the plans. Let's regroup and recap and examine the reviewed data in four months. Let's schedule a committee review about the separate meeting of the committee subgroups. Let's re-evaluate the same shit we have blathered about for the past few years and did nothing about.....

Let's gather again and blow some more smoke up America’s ass....

two rays of light...Wendy Fournier and Lyn Redwood...thank you for making us feel like, for a second, we weren’t sitting in the third ring of hell by injecting some much needed reality into the day...and for your tireless work. i couldn’t move forward without recognizing the unbelievable display of restraint you both demonstrate and, in retrospect, the realization that all along you have endured this gross display negligence while keeping your commitment to the truth....and to our children....who are suffering. all i can offer is my deepest thanks. and i’m sure there are some warriors out there that are rolling their eyes right now mumbling the proverbial ‘this is just a normal tuesday for us’ and looking down at our disgust for the status quo with a judging ‘don’t you think we would have fixed this by now!?’ attitude. oh well. if you wanna be a hater, stand in line bitches. if I lose any sleep over your opinion of me, i’ll be sure to send you a frickin memo. until then, realize that the travesty of justice is big enough for all of us. that whole posturing within our community bullshit is just that, bullshit. spending my life working with physicians whose egos were bigger than their frontal lobes enables me to see past those who talk the talk but can’t walk the walk. look around...at 1.5 million kids with autism, there’s enough more important shit to talk about. hence, i digress.

what can i say about Dr. Buie or Dr. Frye. please, for the love of God, watch their presentations. for your own sake and the sake of your children. they pretty much laid it out for everyone. our kids are sick and they require medical treatment.if they get treated, they can and do get better. not sure anyone was listening as they kept leaning over whispering to each other about time, and how far behind the schedule was. we sat right behind insel not on purpose but it turned out to be enlightening. especially when he would lean over and make little comments like “she’s smart” or “makes sense” like he was an actor in a pr campaign and it was the first time he’s ever heard of this shit.  i thought Jeanna was gonna unleash her rugby playing self on his ass at any moment but thankfully she kept it to a minimum and we spent the time texting each other how much we hated them and writing notes on each other’s notepads.

“which one is she?”

“next to devil?”

“she’s a crack smoker”

my favorite…

“eat shit..AS..B..were just smirking”

the chic that talked about ect and catatonia....please return to your hole in the universe. while i was forced to listen to your disgusting presentation that took up way too much valuable time, we could have been talking about children who suffer every minute of their lives in pain and what to do about it. when you were asked a question and you went way over  your time limit with your answer insisting on explaining in even greater detail how important and pertinent your information was and why you used pictures of children from a hundred years ago in your power point, i wanted to stab myself in the iris to relieve the pain of listening to someone as removed from reality as yourself. some kids just don’t want to eat because they don’t want to and there’s nothing wrong with their gastrointestinal systems? electroconvulsive therapy is not as barbaric as it used to be? are you aware you are sitting next to Dr. Frye? the world’s leading neurologist in treating autism? and across from Dr. Buie? who just gave an extraordinary presentation on severe gastrointestinal  disease in autism? just how stupid does a person need to be to get money for research? please baby Jesus do not allow this vermin to procreate. ect?……ECT!?!?!?!  don’t even look at me, bitch, or i will fly across this table and rip your scalp off.

at one point, after arriving late, insel left early because his daughter just had her third baby. last i checked, grandpa doesn’t lactate so immediate duties would probably just include indoctrination into the inner circle of evil. that poor kid, just can’t choose what family you get stuck being born into. bottom line, the whole thing was surreal. three minutes? wtf? but then again, that’s plenty of time to say these words...”we’ve filed a petition in federal court”...or something similar. i’m sure that’s not legally correct for those haters previously referred to...aaaaaaand that’s because i’m not an attorney. aaaaand my education wasn’t well rounded ivy league it was degenerate community college. what i said in my three minutes i really meant. but you know how after an argument with someone is over you think of really cool shit to say but you can’t go back? here are mine...

everyone on this bullshit committee knows vaccines cause autism and that these kids are sick and you are all going to burn in hell for all of eternity because you’re not doing a fucking thing about it

if you are small enough to fit in my bag and have a history of corruption and genocide against the children of this nation, probably not a good idea to ride the elevator with me during lunch break

yes we just found out we could give public comment and you better believe we will be back every time from now on to make your disgusting existence as painful as possible for those 3 measly minutes

we can read so we will eventually figure out how to sue you or put you in jail or make your life miserable trying to do both

our recovered, very capable kids will get older and be extremely pissed off at you. they also have siblings that were neglected so good luck with that

nothing you do, say, don’t do, don’t say, changes the fact that our kids are being denied access to the same health care as everyone else. that’s called discrimination. and it’s discrimination against disabled individuals. and that, my friends, is illegal.

next stop, congressional hearing

i’m out

rubolino